ALL in BetweeN

Dont mean to put the blame on someone else. .

COuld you all please….

Thought I’ve done I could.But things are never enough.Things never enough..

Saw those tears fell down again. Saw that mourning look again..

I might have put it mind.Choosing is about taking risk and all the consequences..

Then I choose to put ma mind.put ma heart on…

Those risks and consequences..

I’ll take it as a bless..

*Wahai malaikat ku jangan menangis lagi yah…*

It can be so frustated sometime…
remembering that I have to divide my self into thousand pieces..
All taken control alone..
its juz that I dont have enough trust to let anyone to taking care of..
it juz that I dont wanna let this messing around ..
this is the thing where i really put ma heart on..
this is the thing where I put all ma affection on..
with my own touch,my own personal sense..

Though it means I have to loose and let drawn ma self …